My change has not been physical but spiritual, if I appear to have changed in my looks then it's my age that is changing my physical appearance.
If I walk and talk and seem different in my character then it's because of my total surrender unto God the Father by the grace of Jesus Christ and what He did for me at Calvary!.
I cannot hate, even my enemy! I cannot turn my back on anyone!, for there is no one who has done anything more worse then I have done in life!. My hope has and always will be in My Lord and savior Jesus Christ!, He paid for my sins and did not even have to, That's love!. He tells us: (37 Jesus replied: “‘Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.’[a] 38 This is the first and greatest commandment. 39 And the second is like it: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’). I do not agree with a lot of things that are in our world, I will do the things I have too to change what darkness is controlling today, I refuse to hate!, but will pray to the only One power, God the Father for changes in the hearts of people, In my spirit I believe that we are to pray for light to cover darkness!, to pray for guidance and direction to build Gods kingdom with love,compassion with the fruits of the spirit! We, Gods children need to be gathering the lost, introduce salvation, show love and compassion to all those who suffer, ask always for wisdom with spiritual ears and eyes wide open! I believe there is hate do to frustration, but I also believe that prayer and faith in God to change what we cry out for is our answer to change darkness into light, He knows the things of the world!, there are so many that can be touched!, not with hate but with prayer, Holy Spirit changes hearts, please pray with faith, love, compassion!. Imagine if you can if Jesus said on the cross, destroy them for killing me Father!, thank You Lord for Your love, grace and mercy!. His words was forgive them Father!, they know not what they do.