As I worshiped and enjoyed church today I couldn't help but remember how I used to feel when I was in active porn addiction. I knew I was saved and I knew God loved me. I hated how hypocritical I fe... View MoreAs I worshiped and enjoyed church today I couldn't help but remember how I used to feel when I was in active porn addiction. I knew I was saved and I knew God loved me. I hated how hypocritical I felt but even more, I hated how I knew in my heart that I was missing out on the fullness of my relationship with God. I say that now because of the dynamic contrast. I had a relationship with God before but now that my mind is being renewed and healed and I no longer have the lies and deception in my life, it is like looking at the relationship with an entirely new lens. It is more intimate, more fruit baring, and so much more fun and light. I pray that anyone caught up in this destructive addiction will find help. Come out of the dark and into the light. Find a tribe you can trust and start telling your story.
